hakoirimusume

wow, i live! surprisingly enough, ne? i think i've changed a lot, looking back on my old journal entries. but youd NEVER GUESS WHAT!!! BONNIES COMING TO VISIT THIS SUMMER!!!!!!! i CANNOT wait!!! ive been working my ASS off every weekend at this little restaurant my mums (still)fiance bought. waitressing is very hard when youve never done it before and someone just SHOVES you out onto the floor and goes "okay, take their order!" ....and how am i supposed to know EXACTLY how to do that?!?! anywho, ive gotten the hang of it. and Bon said shell work part-time while shes here on the weekends with me. ^_^ im hoping, if she wants to stay bad

well, i'm thinking i REALLY need to get some new art up. and re-draw that Hyde picture. it's pissing me off. i have another one i did a couple months ago. i think that one came out better. i've gotta get my mum's boyfriend to scan it for me. and a bucnh of other stuff. cause that'd be awsome. but, i hate how i'll go and look at someone else's art and get SO inspired, and then go sit in my room for hours with my sketchpad and come up with NOTHING. it's like, i'll love a certain drawing someone did, and then i'll think to myself "yeah, i think i wanna try that style of eyes, or clothes, or somehting." and be all excited, cause i feel like i'm

i am bored of being bored. how boring. i NEED to find a scanner, cause i drew Hyde and im actually kinda proud of it.... but no one will know this if they cant see it! that and i need to start a better gallery, cause pretty much everything else in there sucks. -_- *yawn* im sleepy. well, back to more writing my fic. =D